Well, I fell off the wagon...but today I looked down at my big fat ass and said...this has to stop...I was looking at pictures of me that are just two years old and wanted to cry...what happened to me...this has to stop!!!! My husband even told me that I used to be hot...LOL...he still loves me but I am just "pretty" now...not "hot" like I used to me....so....it's on... I am going to get these 20 pounds off...and my goal is to have it off by the time school starts..but that is only 2 months away so that might not be possible...so if it is off by Thanksgiving I will be ok with that...it just needs to come off soooo bad...I don't even like myself anymore...I would completely understand if my husband did not like me either...I don't even like go have sex with my husband anymore....I feel like "who would want to see this fat ass naked?"
So starting right now...this very second....I am going to stop treating myself so badly...I am going to make myself better... I love myself and it is time to show it!
Time to go run. :)
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