Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I fell off the wagon!!

Well, I fell off the wagon. I have not been to the gym in FOREVER, and I have not been eating well either. I don't know what's wrong with me. I know when I see a thin women I am sooo jealous! I want to be thinl. I can look in the mirror and HATE myself. I really really need to loose weight. I found out yesterday that my height and weight are obese...I just don't know why I can not get myself going and stay going. I need a mental check I guess! I just always feel like I need to be eating. Even if I am not really hungry. It all just taste good! I need to just get myself going!!!! But, the question is HOW????? I am going to search for books and articles about how to get myself motivated again and how to keep my self from eating.
Last night I had a pity party for myself... but crying in my bed is not getting the pounds to come off of my fat butt....

So, time to get my butt in gear. Lets see what I can get accomplished!! Wish me well!

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